Maybe I'm just rambling, here. Unfortunately this is just a sample of what is going on inside my head. There are a lot of other things...more life specific things, but I don't want to write some trite diatribe about how I'm feeling lost. I'm not. I know what I want. I just have to be patient because I can't grab it. I can't force it. I have to let it come in it's own time.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Good things come to those who
Alright, I admit it... when it comes to some things, I'm just not a patient girl. Don't get me wrong, I'm good at waiting, that's not an issue for me. My whole life, I've been waiting for something. I don't mean that in the abstract "what does it all mean?" way that some people may. In this instance I just mean that at most points in my life I've been waiting for something, not just one thing in particular. But the thing is... when it comes to waiting for things that are important, I'm just no good. For example: school. I know it's going to take some time before I'm done and all of the doors to a palatable future will swing open. I just can't help but drag my feet and sigh. Now I'm sure that part of the reason I'm dragging my feet is that what I do when I finish school is sort of a giant question mark. Not just finding a job, but everything that goes with life after college. The things that I want don't seem to make sense together.
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i have never met anyone who was completely sure what they wanted to do after college. they usually had a pretty good general idea but nothing much by way of specifics.
so...
i guess you'll just have to wait until the time is right to know the answer.
sorry, more waiting.
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